Archive for December, 2007

Failure

December 18, 2007

I’ve had a strange semester and its coming to a close. For the first time since I can remember I didn’t want to help people. I didn’t want to do favors for them. I didn’t want to be relied on. I didn’t want to give advice. I didn’t want to have to meet any expectations. [...]

“Vapour Trail”

December 16, 2007

I was feeling nothing,
Forever never took so long
One day, then another
then another on and on.
All my life,
All my love is there
Wish that love,
Love was all it took to get me home.
Strung out on a line.
Watch the credit counting down.
Running out of chances
Oh, I’m running out of time.
All my life,
All my love is there
Wish that love,
Love [...]

Pastels

December 16, 2007

I made it back to Abilene last night. I read until 4 then went to bed. I’ve been thinking a lot about art lately because I know that one of my Christmas presents from Jack is a set of pastels. I’ve wanted them for a long time. Art relaxes me. I’m not very good at [...]

A Lantern in her Hand

December 3, 2007

Thanksgiving wasn’t all bad. Nothing ever is that black and white really. IT’s just hard. Event he happy times. It’s like people think that if kids are adults then we will handle divorce better but that makes no sense. We have longer memories than small children. We recognize what we are losing. We’ve known different. [...]