I deleted all of his emails today. Once the rings are sold every last piece of him will be gone. I guess the emails seem unimportant. There were almost 300 of them, most sent in the first 6 months. He really cared about me then. I don’t throw things away easily. Typically I let myself [...]
Archive for October, 2008
Marble Arch
October 24, 2008Paper Aeroplane
October 23, 2008Well this stone that I have swallowed
Isn’t going down so well
And this road that I have followed
Is leading me to Hell
And you said it didn’t matter
But I think you’re a liar
Is this one of your talents
That stokes the very fire that burns you
Each time you try to live
And the earth will turn below you
The pressure [...]
More than zero
October 21, 2008In counseling you use scaling a lot and one of the scales is from -10 to +10. Its good for depression scaling because people hardly ever put themselves at 0 or 10 on either side. That way you always have a positive outlook of sorts. Anyway, I’ve been at a zero for a while now. I’m [...]
Counseling Quote of the Day:
October 20, 2008“UNLESS YOU BUILD A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE TEEN, YOU WON’T EVEN MAKE IT PAST FIRST BASE…”
I wanted to make this a facebook quote but I’m friends with my professors so I can’t and as immature as it is, it was all I could do to keep from laughing in class.
Kilimanjaro
October 17, 2008I dreamt I was in Thailand doing mission work. I taught elementary kids ina school. I was a temp and I noticed that the children kept drawing really bloody violent pictures. Suddenly I remembered what was going on with my now ex-fiance over there and decided to leave on the next flight out. I notified [...]